Boring person...

I am a incredibly boring person. the one thing that i do the same as everyone on this earth is breath! i don't do what others do. i don't talk about boys, movies (well sometimes), actors, actresses, clothes, i'm not a gossiper, and i don't really care that much about what i look like 'cause i don't care what people think of me.

I am the unexpected. i am the unnoticed. i am unpredictable. (well sometimes) :) i don't know why anyone would want to read this blog and it is not about anything really, just me. And what i think. people want to know other opinion on things they know 'cause they don't believe themselves (sometimes). Me, i like what i like, its me.

Some people say that being you is not boring but in reality the world 's opinion is so strong that the magnet can't stay away from the fridge. It is impossible to be your self in this world! (unless you are a carbon copy of everyone else). because if you are different it is considered strange. unpopular. and so much more.


i like having my own voice when i write but even then sometimes i find that i follow the ways other people write! it is very hard to be your self in this stinkin' World. :)      

Language: Chinese (Mandarin)

I'm taking Chinese this year and i am sooo excited and happy! the language is cool but also confusing. :) few days ago we (the other people who are taking Chinese), had this lady come to help us with questions we have and/or teach us. i think we learned about the alphabet and their pronunciation it was very confusing to me but i still loved it.

I got my Chinese name! it s cool, it is Baí lìlì (白莉莉). when the lady saw that my name was the flower (Lily) she gave me the name they call the Lily flowers in Chinese. the Lily flower is my favorite and when i was little i wished that people would say when they saw my name, "your name is like the flower. that is a strong name, it has a lot of meaning." or something like that.



this is a Lily of the valley and the one below is a Lily flower in a pinkish color.




Language of flowers

One time when i was interested in the language of flowers and i looked up the meaning of the Lily flower and the Lily of the Valley flower. i learned that the Lily flower in white means purity, in scarlet or pinkish it means High-souled aspirations, and in orange it means Desire, passion. The Lily of the Valley means Trustworthy and i thought to myself that these are all strong, nice and great meanings and i have the same name! that made me happy. :)


I know some chinese words. :) 
thank you is Xièxiè (谢谢), 
cute is Kěài (可爱), 
sorry is Bàoqiàn (抱歉), 
yes is Shì de (是的), 
no is Méiyǒu (没有), 
mom is  Māmā (妈妈), 
dad is Bà (爸),
grandpa is Yéye (爷爷),
grandma is Nǎinai (奶奶)